Its all about my mind

Sorry for me in a future, if you came across this blog and see bad english grammar here haha.. So first wanna say that i'm bored, so i decided to write.. Bored for me, it's not because i don't have something to do. But actually i was just trying to run away from my reality, to do something in another world, out of my real activites. Being able to talk, listen to other stories, watch movies, well actually what i do is to not live in my life or my thoughts for a while. Unfortunately now the pandemic happens, and i only have a few busy friends there. Someone i used to talk to, isn't same anymore.. someday i thought maybe he's not that into me, or maybe we were meant to be just a friend, but in the end i think thats everything that's been broken doesn't seems like it can be recovered. Luckily i still have my parents, my 2 younger brothers, who always color my day, make time for me, ask me about anything, and talk to me. In these 23 years, I have come to realize ...

Akhir-akhir ini rasanya udah berteman baik banget sama yang namanya sepi.. Sepi yang sebenarnya udah berlangsung lama, bermula dari semenjak pandemi yang bikin jarang banget bisa ketemu dan interaksi langsung sama orang-orang. Tapi rasanya saat-saat ini adalah puncaknya.. Aktifitas me time semuanya udah dilakuin, mulai dari nonton film, drakoran, main games, tapi belum coba buat kue lagi sih.. Disatu sisi ngeluh karena gabisa sering main sejak pandemi, tapi disisi lain bersyukur juga sih jadi bisa banyak WFH (work from home) hehe, semoga aja full WFH nya biar ga perlu jauh-jauh ke kantor yang waktu tempuh nya bisa 2 jam sendiri.. Kalian kalau gabut tuh ngapain aja sih?Rasanya bosen banget cuman liat hp buat nonton, cek sosmed dll.. Ditambah lagi semuanya udah sibuk sama kehidupannya masing-masing, jadi kehilangan temen buat ngobrol juga :(  Bersyukurnya sih dirumah selalu rame, apalagi punya adik kecil yang selalu bisa diajak main, tapi rasanya ga cukup aja. Kangen bisa sering-seri...